I turn on my music and this is the first song that is playing....
Healer (song)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RvIEJ_PmqJ8
As I drove home tonight from a conference, I felt like the walls were closing in around me. Between hearing news of my husband's grandma passing away, conflict with my side of the family, my husband out of town for two weeks, my mom, who suffers from Schizophrenia going off her meds AGAIN.... and friends who are going through much pain and hurt... I was sure I was emotionally done in. Can one emotionally stand strong and supportive to others around them when they feel like there is no more wind in their sail?
The answer to this is Only through the Grace of God! I have learned over the years that I will never be able to offer to anyone, let alone myself, what God can offer. He is bigger then the ugliness the world has to offer in the way of brokenness and sin... But there is Truth in God's love. There is Hope in God's love. There is Forgiveness & Redemption in God's love.
I may not be perfect, for this... I am so thankful for God's Grace.... but what keeps me going is knowing that He will always walk me through it and that I can love people right here, right now.... as God calls me.
Know you are loved by God, Your Father.
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Blessings!
~Caroline